This is a fantasy -- but I'm figuring out how I might/should have done it!
I never would have thought I'd ever feel a need to get severe revenge. Of course, that was for much of my life before I realized that there are some people (many people) who are so self-centered & self-oriented that they do NOT do things with other people in mind, ever. Only themselves. Such people have an unrealistic (sick) view of the world because they treat everything as if it were only there for THEIR existence, for THEIR benefit, and for THEIR purposes.
Such people have this perverted & unrealistic view of life so much that they often cause others trouble which is unwarranted, undeserved, uncalled for. Innocent people have been raised properly with a concern for balancing duty toward self with duty toward others, and they are often unaware of the negative or evil potential of their overly self-centered acquaintances. Quite often, people who expect the world to be bad (maybe it HAS been for them) will MAKE the world a bad place for other people: "What you expect is what you get!" It's the self-fulfilling prophecy -- and we cause good or evil to happen often by our own very expectation of it. We do things unconsciously which bring it about.
This Blog will explore as fantasy only some methods I could have used to achieve revenges to which I finally realized I was entitled. I value my own innocence and try to find ways to achieve my goals honorably and legally, so this Blog is my revenge. I will reveal the truths about the bad & evil people I have encountered unfairly trashing my life. And not over petty things, mind you! For sociopaths and compulsive liars, truth-telling is a great fear! The only thing I think better than revealing the truth of their lies would be to send printed or eMail copies of this revelation to others whom the lying manipulators would NOT want to know the truth.
Now, my quandary is whom to tell you about first. Of course, my lying ex-spouse is high on the list. But I can think of her divorce lawyer (or MY divorce lawyer) or the arrogant divorce judge who didn't care about truth as much as expedience. Or relatives of my ex- who molested her in her childhood, and others like her cousins who seduced her in pubescence. Certainly, the therapist whom she used to convince her to abandon her marital vows & religious contract even though he never met or talked with ME. Perhaps, so-called friends of mine or people who hardly knew me & who did damaging, evil things behind my back. Or, just other people in the Air Force where I worked way too hard for the average amount of success in my career. Of course, my ugly stepmother deserves a dishonorable mention -- and even the evil effect she had over my half-sisters toward cutting off communication with me. I won't mention my dad -- dead 11 years, he's already paying for his shortcomings in some unhappy afterlife, I'm sure. Oh yes! My younger son whom I still have to love but don't trust much anymore. He repaid the 7 good & loving years I raised him completely by myself with his insolent and disloyal trashing of my parental joint custody rights at age 15.5 at the end of those 7 years. He never returned from a scheduled Labor Day visitation to his mother's apartment. If there is not a God, I am going to be very angry when I die and find out that I cannot ever experience Divine Justice. On the other hand, I strongly believe I have already experienced Divine Mercy in this matter and hope for more.
I never would have thought I'd ever feel a need to get severe revenge. Of course, that was for much of my life before I realized that there are some people (many people) who are so self-centered & self-oriented that they do NOT do things with other people in mind, ever. Only themselves. Such people have an unrealistic (sick) view of the world because they treat everything as if it were only there for THEIR existence, for THEIR benefit, and for THEIR purposes.
Such people have this perverted & unrealistic view of life so much that they often cause others trouble which is unwarranted, undeserved, uncalled for. Innocent people have been raised properly with a concern for balancing duty toward self with duty toward others, and they are often unaware of the negative or evil potential of their overly self-centered acquaintances. Quite often, people who expect the world to be bad (maybe it HAS been for them) will MAKE the world a bad place for other people: "What you expect is what you get!" It's the self-fulfilling prophecy -- and we cause good or evil to happen often by our own very expectation of it. We do things unconsciously which bring it about.
This Blog will explore as fantasy only some methods I could have used to achieve revenges to which I finally realized I was entitled. I value my own innocence and try to find ways to achieve my goals honorably and legally, so this Blog is my revenge. I will reveal the truths about the bad & evil people I have encountered unfairly trashing my life. And not over petty things, mind you! For sociopaths and compulsive liars, truth-telling is a great fear! The only thing I think better than revealing the truth of their lies would be to send printed or eMail copies of this revelation to others whom the lying manipulators would NOT want to know the truth.
Now, my quandary is whom to tell you about first. Of course, my lying ex-spouse is high on the list. But I can think of her divorce lawyer (or MY divorce lawyer) or the arrogant divorce judge who didn't care about truth as much as expedience. Or relatives of my ex- who molested her in her childhood, and others like her cousins who seduced her in pubescence. Certainly, the therapist whom she used to convince her to abandon her marital vows & religious contract even though he never met or talked with ME. Perhaps, so-called friends of mine or people who hardly knew me & who did damaging, evil things behind my back. Or, just other people in the Air Force where I worked way too hard for the average amount of success in my career. Of course, my ugly stepmother deserves a dishonorable mention -- and even the evil effect she had over my half-sisters toward cutting off communication with me. I won't mention my dad -- dead 11 years, he's already paying for his shortcomings in some unhappy afterlife, I'm sure. Oh yes! My younger son whom I still have to love but don't trust much anymore. He repaid the 7 good & loving years I raised him completely by myself with his insolent and disloyal trashing of my parental joint custody rights at age 15.5 at the end of those 7 years. He never returned from a scheduled Labor Day visitation to his mother's apartment. If there is not a God, I am going to be very angry when I die and find out that I cannot ever experience Divine Justice. On the other hand, I strongly believe I have already experienced Divine Mercy in this matter and hope for more.
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